||[Jul. 10th, 2005|01:36 am]
|||||usher-- (cause it's on in the garage!)||]|
amber this update is for you...because you alwayse question why i don't update anymore! lol
why is it that one person can make you cry so much? i don't get it....
"today is the yesterday we will think about tomorrow"
ya know i just wanted one answer this weekend and i told you we would never talk about it!
this little rant that will go on in a second isn't about one person so don't take it that way-- got it!
i hate that people don't tell me things, that they hold them back and then months down the road i find out about them.
i don't know what i want anymore-- i thought that i had something and now i'm not too sure i ever saw it or had ahold of it in the first place.
ryan i hope you are feeling better!
mike i hope things will look up for us soon-- not like us but our situations
amber and beth i miss you!
other than that i'm done can't think of anything else to say without pouring my heart out so have a great night---pc